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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|06:14 pm] |
| [ | the way i feel today.. |
| |  happy | ] |
school is fun!
i now attend jefferson high school!
its full of weird ppl but ive manged to meet a cool
girl!her name is symantha!i thinks its weird how she spells it with
a y!your lame!hahah jk i love you new buddy!
its weird because she has a boyfriend named ben too?
whats up with all these girls and having a bf named ben?
but im so over mine! |
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:19 pm] |
i forgot to add!
im going to school monday
im sooo nervous!!! |
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
| [ | the way i feel today.. |
| |  naughty | ] |
so i am back...
after a very long time.
i went to stay with my dad..
i got to be with Ben and it was the best time ive ever had.
with anyone! i felt so alive...so happy!
but then once again i was forced to leave...
grrr...!
i cant say it was a waste because..
i did such amazing things with Ben..
hahah that i cant say!
it was beautiful and soo romantic! |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|01:34 pm] |
running away if fun!!!
im never going home..if its the last thing i do! |
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|03:50 am] |
| [ | the way i feel today.. |
| |  drained | ] |
Heartbroken
beautiful pieces of the past
shattered
torn
broken on the floor
try to move on
but the heavy chains hold strong
chains that were once your warm embrace
they imprison me now
to soak in my misery and loneliness
in the dark dungeon of the lost
cold
damp
lonely
it swallows me whole
swirling in my memories
of you and me
those soft lips
endearing eyes
sweet smile
all turning slowly
to sobs
glares
and frowns
What was so alive
what had such warmth
is now but a cold dead corpse
rotting slowly in my mind
The love and joy i used to know
the laughs we shared
the love we made
all vaporized
within one pathetic moment
and the love that took so long to build
all destroyed
burned
crushed
in a lightning flash
benny, i will always love you
even if you don't love me.
I am heartbroken |
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|03:46 am] |
| [ | the way i feel today.. |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music... |
| | avenged sevenfold | ] |
life is such a bore!
benny calls me all the time now, i dont know what to make of it!
he says he loves me but i feel as if they are lies!
im in urgent need of all my friends!! |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:40 pm] |
im so tired!!!
i hate life!
i dont know what to make of what i have!
i feel so lost! |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|02:13 pm] |
i think i should run away...
i guess i could hitch a ride to AZ....
i miss benny like crazy!!!
i hate it that we had to leave.....
i wish he was here holding me....
i have no friends and nikki is being a #####..
damn sisters especially your twin....*sigh* |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|02:58 pm] |
| [ | the way i feel today.. |
| |  el paso? | ] |
SO IM eating pizza right now!!!i cant wait to meet people!!
maybe i will go to the mall and see if i can meet anyone!!
i wonder where the people shop here? |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|06:12 pm] |
| [ | the way i feel today.. |
| | weird | ] |
so this is my first entry...
gosh i hope i meet alot of exciting people...
i want to go to a local show...dont know where
the venues are though!!do they have any here?
♥ jacki |
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